She came calling
One early morning
She showed her crown of thorns
She whispered softly
To tell a story
About how she had been wronged
As she lay lifeless
He stole her innocence
And this is how she carried on
This is how she carried on
Well I guess she closed her eyes
And just imagined everything’s alright
But she could not hide her tears
‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
My anger’s violent
But still I’m silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence Is shared by millions
Remember you’re not alone
Remember you’re not alone
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything’s alright
But do not hide your tears
‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything’s alright
But do not hide your tears
‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
For we have crossed many oceans
And we labor in between
In life there are many quotients
And I hope I find the mean
the mean, the mean
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything’s alright
But do not hide your tears
‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything’s alright
But do not hide your tears
‘Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
I hope that you can wash away those years
Enrty kali ini aku tak m`nulis ape2..just one song & video jek.. layan..
Friday, April 23, 2010
Wash Away Those Years - Creed
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Friday, April 9, 2010
Krisdayanti - Aku Wanita Biasa
Aku ini wanita biasa
Bisa sakit luka karena cinta
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga
Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana
Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Surut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih
Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Surut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih hatiku
Kekasih hatiku maafkan aku
Aku wanita biasa
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga
Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana
Maafkan aku ...
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
♪♫ lala♪♫ Bila Aku Sudah Tiada..♪♫ lala♪♫
Waktu di kelas2 t`akhir aku sempat b`pesan kpd ank2 muridku agar rajin2 belajar & jgn m`siakan mase serta hormat pd guru..Walau siapa pon guru yg mngajar mereka aku b`harap ilmu yg cube disampaikan dpt m`bentuk mereka m`jadi insan yg b`guna..Secara jujur aku b`puas ati dgn apa yg telah aku ajarkan kerana t`bukti dgn keputusan ujian bulanan yg baru b`akhir..segala apa yg aku ajarkan & ulangkaji keluar dlm ujian..sedikit sebanyak dpt m`bantu mereka..Alhamdulillah.. Ya Allah.. Kau terangkan hatiku..Kau terangkan hati anakku..Kau terangkan hati ank2 muridku semoga mereka dpt m`nerima p`belajaran dr guru2 mereka..Amin..itulah doaku setiap kali selepas aku b`sujud..
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Dia..ibuku..
Agak lewat aku menulis post ni..dh 4 ari mak kuar dr wad..Mak masuk wad lg..kali ni mak masuk wad sb hipo diabetec..gula dlm darah t`lalu rendah..bacaanya =1.8..pg tu dlm kul 6am aku bgn sb nk kejutkan si Nanot pi skolah..sb semlm Nanot t`lewat bgn 6.30am smpai van sekolah dok hon hon menyakitkan telinga ..mmg ade hikmahnya pg ini aku dok t`congok dpn bilik mak bg m`mastikan Nanot tak smbung tdo..aku pastikan betul2 Nanot masuk bilik air utk mandi..sambil2 tu aku dok kt sofa bace paper sb abg aku baru balik kje..dia yg suh aku pastikan Nanot bgn awl..klu tak mmg time lpas Subuh mcm tu aku akn mnyambung m`ulit mimpi2 yg t`gendala.. dlm dok mamun mamai2 tu aku t`dgr mak mengaduh2 tp lain mcm jek bunyiknya..mse t`congok dpn bilik mak td aku tak masuk sb bilik gelap dan aku dgr mak yg menyahut mcm biase ble aku mngetuk pintu..begitulah rutinnya ari2..bkn xde maid tdo sekali tp maid aku nih tak leh araplangsung..dier lena tdo mybe mimpi dh smpi Indon kot..
Ati aku tak sedap..aku masuk bilik..aku t`kejut tgk k`adaan mak..mak baring kt katil tp dh separuh nk jatuh..tangan mak memegang gelas..dr mulutnya tak bape jelas..mcm nk minta air..aku m`agkat mak utk m`beri air yg diminta tp k`adaan mak lain benar..sah mak dh separa tak sedar..hampir nk kne sawan..mak tak pengsan tp tak sedarkan diri..tak mnyahut paggilan aku..kaki mak sejuk..aku segera mengambil bacaan gula dlm darah mak..Ya Allah rendahnya..mujur lah aku ade mngikuti kaunseling diabetic kt GH jadik dlm saat2 genting begini mak perlukan gula..cpat2 aku suakan gula dlm mulut mak..sambil itu bacaakan selawat & kuhembus ke ubun2 mak..lpas tu aku beri mak minum air laici yg manis..saat k`cemasan mcm ni pesakit diabetis perlukan benda2 yg manis supaya gula dlm bdn dpt dinaikkan semula..
Setelah mak semakin sedar..dlm k`adaan lemah..aku mgusap mak..hampir b`genang air mate aku..aku ckp gn mak kte b`siap ke hospital..ayat kene power..sb bkn senang nk pujuk mak pi hospital..mak setuju dan makan gn kate2 aku..aku tak kan biarkan wlaupon mak dh kembali sedar..ade sesuatu yg m`buat aku ragu..knape sejak akhir2 ini paras gula mak asik rendah & ini tak boleh dipandang ringan..
On da way ke GH aku m`mandu smbil mengelamun t`igt kan insiden pg td..besar sungguh hikmahMu Ya Tuhan..kalau tak krana semlmnya Nanot bgn lewat..mgkin aku tak perasaan k`adaan mak..dan aku perasan setiap kali k`jadian begini b`laku pasti time2 aku cuti..lega ati aku..
Sampai kt GH mak dimasukkan ke unit kecemasan bhgn separa kritikal..klau 3 bln lepas bhgn kritikal..mgkin k`adaan mak tidak seteruk spt sebelum ini krana aku telah m`ngambil langkah awal saat2 b`depan dgn keadaan k`cemasan..aku b`nasib baik krana sentiase m`mantau k`adaan mak & m`ikuti kuanseling diabetic yg sedikit sebnyak dpt m`bantu aku wlaupon kdg kale t`lpas pndg ape yg mak makan..selepas k`jadian mak kne hiper 3 bln lpas aku begitu selektif ttg mkn mnum mak..aku tak nak p`kara same b`ulang ttp kali ini k`adaan m`jadi sebaliknya..aku cuba m`cari jawapan..jeng..!! jeng..!! jeng..!!
Setelah mak dipindahkan ke wad,menurut kata doktor dr slip ubat yg aku beri kpd mereka,mak t`lebih dos ubat diabetis..pulak dah..??? mmg mase mak kne hiper ari tu doktok kt Klinik Kesihatan Kapar m`nambah dos ubt sb gula dlm darah mak t`lalu tggi..nasib baik mmg aku mnyediakan meter utk mgambil bacaan gula dlm darah kt umah..mak tak lame kt wad..esoknya dibenarkan balik sb k`adaan mak dh ok setelah doktor m`mantau k`adaan mak seadanya..
Di saat2 ini aku m`manjatkan syukur & b`doa agar mak kembali sembuh..walaupon mak tak sekuat dulu m`mandangkan sebelah kaki dh tiada..tp aku tau..dia yg ku kenal sepanjang hayatku adalah seorg insan yg sgt kuat semangatnya..sgt menitik beratkan k`sempurnaan..wlaupon dia b`hadapan dgn beribu rintangan & halangan..tetap ditelan pahit & manis hidup b`madu..disebalik keluhannya,dia seorag yag kental..kerana..dia..ibuku.. Mak..sayang mak.
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Hari pertamaku di SK Rantau Panjang..hehehe

Hurm..ari ni merupakan ari pertamaku mngajar di SK Rantau Panjang..walaupon sbg guru ganti utk 3 bln kerana menggantikan guru yg cuti b`salin..subjek yg diajar Science & Pendidikan Seni utk thn2..sekolah ini juga merupakan sekolah rendah semasa aku darjah 3-6..banyak kenangan aku mase belajar di sekolah ni..anataranya aku aktif dlm ko kurikulum, mengambil bahagian dlm pertandingan menyanyi lagu2 tradisional..hehehe..dan kenangan paling manis aku m`dpt 3A 1B dlm peperiksaan UPSR..sgt2 m`banggkan ble b`ada semula di sekolah t`sebut...paling seronok b`jumpa semula dgn cikgu2 yg mngajar aku dulu..tak sangka beb..
Suasana sudah tentu amat b`lainan sekali..p`sekitaran semakin indah..kedatangan aku disambut mesra oleh petugas di situ dan guru2 yg ramah & baik2 belaka..dan p`bezaan paling ketara ble kali ini aku mngajar di sekolah rendah & sekolah menengah..para pelajarnya..comel2 belaka..maklumla pelajar cilik..hati aku t`cuit dgn gelagat mereka..kdg kala m`buatkan aku gelak..wlaupon suasana agak b`beza dgn sekolah menengah..ari pertama benar2 m`buat aku kalut..1st time beb ajo budak skolah rendah..mereka m`dengar kata..suruh diam semua diam..tanya soalan sume b`rebut2 nk jawab..tp adatla ble ade yg b`lari2..ade yg ilang kasut kt surau..dan aku m`mujuk pelajar tu supaya tak menangis..kesian dan lucu pon ade..begitulah ank2 cilik yg baru nk mngenal alam p`sekolahan..t`igt mase aku kecik2 kt skolah rendah..
Bkn aku nk m`beza kan pelajar sekolah rendah dgn sekolah menengah..tp secara jujur, pelajar sekolah menengah susah nk dgr ckp cikgu..melawan & kurang ajar dh jadik amalan..mgkin ble dh m`rasekan diri tu besar & masing2 nk tunjuk terror..tp tak semua pelajar mcm tu..aku sayangkan pelajar2 aku di SMKRP..rindu korang..hurm..tp itulah tanggungjawab yg perlu dipikul oleh warga pendidik spt aku..ini baru p`mulaan aku mngenal mereka..sesungguhnya aku t`haru & gembira m`mikul tanggungjawab ini wlaupon sbg guru ganti & sebelom ini sbg GSTT..
Pasal gaji..aku dimaklumkan gaji ikut qualification SPM walaupon ade degree or diploma dr mne2 universiti..tak kisah la aku pon seblom ni bkn pk pasal gaji..klu pk pasal gaji dr dulu lg aku tak kan pilih kerjaya ini..hehehe...semoga aku dpt menempuhi ari2 m`datang b`same insan2 kecil di sekelilingku..Amin...
Skg ni pon skolah dh ade laman webnya..bagus2..
www.skrpklang.com
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
300110-> terima kasih semua...
taggal 30 Januari 1981 genap 29 thn aku thn ni,semakin aku m`injak sethn demi sethn..setiap thn..begitulah fitrah kejadian kte sbg manusia..sememangnya aku amat m`hargai & m`syukuri dgn apa yg telah Tuhan beri..masih b`nafas di muka buminya sudah ckup buat aku meniti hari b`sama org2 t`sayang...keluarga & kwn sekeliling...
aku sgt2 gumbira & t`haru ats ucapan dr kalian yg aku kenali..ucapan2 selamat dr kalian ckup m`bahagiakan aku..dan ucapan & ciuman dr seorg yg aku sayangi..Mohd Izwan..tq Dady kerana meluangkan mase bwak mumy pi Yahoo gn T2,hehehe, tak lupa juga terima kasih mak kerana m`lahirkan & m`besarkan aku..ampun kan segala dosa2 & k`silapan,halalkan mkn mnum serta susu yg m`ngalir m`jd darah dagingku..semoga mak diberkati & dilindungi oleh yg maha Esa..Ya Allah kau limpahkan segala rahmatMu ke atas semua yg m`ngenali aku sepanjang usiaku..Amin...
Paling aku t`haru..aku m`dpt kad ucapan dr anak aku si Nana..hademade gitu..dr semlm lg aku dh perasan dia dok sibuk mngumpul material utk kad ucapan yg kuanggap begitu indah..indah dgn puisi ciptaannya..begitu meruntum jiwa..sejuk perut aku sejenak...*wlaupon tgh sebu perut aku nih...hehehehe...ok begini bunyi puisinya..
Ibuku,
kau ibarat lilin yg m`bakar diri,
supaya aku m`jadi insan b`bakti,
kau tiada galang gantinya,
kaulah insan mulia,
terima kasih ku ucapkan,
doakan aku b`jaya menggapai impian,
wahai ibuku...
Drpd : Anakmu
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
A Farmville Story -> m`buat aku t`manggu sejenak...

Ketika aku m`nulis entry ni..fikiran aku b`legar2 ttg reality dunia sebenar yg diadaptasi dr dunia maya or lbh sng difahami dunia alam cyber ..Mcm pelik jek bunyi nyek..bkn ape dlm dok m`belek2 blog dr seorg kawan yg dikenali di Facebook..aku t`manggu seketika..sb nyek..ape yg t`kandung dlm blongnya m`buka mata aku sekaligus m`beri sedikit sebanyak motivasi buat aku krna sejak akhir2 ini aku seakan m`merlukan sesuatu yg boleh m`naikkan semangat aku..Mmg aku akui emosi & semangat aku semakin jatuh merundum..mgkin dgn ape yg telah b`laku & lalui sepnjang hidup aku sehinggalah aku 'berjumpa jln pulang'...
Aku yakin gamai di luar sane naik syok dgn Farmville @ Facebook,mcm tu gak aku..pada mula hanya pelik m`lihat kwn2 b`kebun di ladang maya itu,akhirnya aku juga t`jebak..Mmg syok ooo..Ok bkn nk cete pasal itu game but aku nk kongsi disebalik kegilaan penggemar Facebook yg tidak gamai yg sedari in our life..Ikuti kisah nya..Opss seblom tu tq to my Facebook friend -> Ariffin Mamat diats entry yg ku pnjam utk dibuat renungan..
A Farmville Story ->The farmer casted his gaze far into the rolling spread of his acreage, satisfied with the crops flourishing. The strawberries are ready for harvesting. A spread of golden waves of ripe Paddy (rice) is beckoning for his attention too. The cow mooed, chicken clucked, and the horse was trotting on the spot, impatiently. Life as a farmer at his newly acquired FarmVille is changing his outlook about life in general. A few reminders of lessons well learned by his father and fore-fathers are now passed on to him and his next generation. He stood there with two of his sons, hands on his hip, and enjoying every moment together.The shade of the apricot tree provided them with cover from the noon sun as they talked -like a father and sons should! "You get to harvest what you sow!" said the farmer. He went on to elaborate, "In life, you create your successes by starting from the very beginning. By studying hard when you are in school, you are sowing for your future harvest. There is no short cut, just like our FarmVille....we have to plough the land, sow the seeds, and clear the weeds, chase the crows, before we can enjoy the harvest of the fruits!" His two sons nodded without taking their eyes from a sea of red strawberries ! They are ready to help with the harvest. "We should take a picture of the strawberries before we harvest them!" said the youngest one. They did just that....celebrating the success of their labor. "We will also be taking lots of pictures at your convocation, when you graduated with your studies!" the farmer commented, not to lose another opportunity to shovel home the point. "Dad,look ! Your neighbour's farm is alot better than yours..." exclaimed the elder son. Dad took them visiting a few farms in the neighbourhood. A few were very well maintained, with plants blossoming. A few were left to dry and wilted into the soil. "You can tell a lot about the character of the farmers by looking at their farms!" said the farmer. "The same way, people can tell a lot about us by looking at how we look, is that right dad?" the younger son intercepted. "Yes...our work, our friends, our dress, our appearance in general tells the world about who we are!" affirmed the farmer. Then he added, "It is worth remembering that what looks greener on the other side of the fence is not always the case once you get there!" The elder one looks intently at his dad and said, "But there is a saying that the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence! You have just contradicted that." "I am just saying, always check the reality before you come to conclusion about anything you see in this world!" Said the dad. With that, he clasped the hands of his two sons and gestured them to follow him into the part of the FarmVille where the strawberries were waiting for them. "Glorious! Marvellous!!" said the two boys in unison. "Say Alhamdulillah....we should always praise God for the rezki He gives us!" said the farmer.
Farmville, a farm where many more stories will unfold... This farmer was introduced to Farmville by his youngest son....and now he is a keen farmer himself. Farmville has become a place where this family exchanges gifts and spend their family time together!
Health warning: Highly addictive, think before starting a farm!
p/s : Ilustrasi gambar adalah dr aku punye Farmville foto..hehehe (* nak gak enterframe ladang fesbuk nyek..)
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